Beta-HCG check-failed

On 17th Feb, i went for blood test of beta-HCG to confirm my pregnancy. Honestly, i had been testing for few days ago and i know, it’s failed. i didn’t get two lines on hpt. As for yesterday, af arrived but on and off, such a bitch.

Called to Gribbles. “your level indicates non-pregnancy level, <2.” Damn, i know it right, but being told on the face is still hurtful. But all my negativity was gone yesterday, i cried hardly, no one ever share the sadness i coped with. Luckily i joined a few ttc group which did help me to deal with the disappointment.

One great thing, since the profortil Mr J had been taking a month ago, we were told his quality goes up high from 13 million/ml to 74!!! What a great improvement, he gains back his confidence again! So glad to see the smiles on his face.

We plan for 2nd attempt in May. Can’t decide i should go for IUI or IVF. So, for the coming 2 months, we are going to try for natural conception.

Looking forward for next treatment.